good morning.

just like the other weekend morning. i'm blur n bored. i wanted to go out. i dontwant to be stuck here. i will experience the max level of boredem. i dunno how these ppl live their life. i'd completed my work. my laundry. bla3. nothing more to do except for this. i did't wake up for sahur because i'm bored with food. do not hv appetite eventho i'm hungry. this is so not me. i like to eat. but if it is the same thing everyday. i'll die. why is there differences btwn boys n gurls? why can i do what the boys did? why can i go places that they go? a place for gurls here, n stayed home. n waiting for someone to ask u if soemone wanted to go to town that is 1 n half our drive. n that town too only got KFC, guardian..er..tats it. other places there are very diff n safe for us to go alone. in one street, there's only bugis with their songs, food, hawkers..so did the filipino's, bajau n all. i cannot differentiate the races yet. i dont like the fact that some of them is PATI. we can see it frm their looks-hair,face shirt etc. we need to have bodyguard if we wanted to go there. i do not feel free. even if i wanted to go to the beach- just 2-3 minutes walk frm my flat is not allowed. there's ppl who live on the beach. These PATI ppl who only swim from their island to our country. can we imagine tat? there were KIDNAPPED cases here too . this is so unbelivebly TRUE. i will NEVER EVER TELL my parents about this hardship. let me suffer in silence. only ppl tat stay here knew what is would like.