long lost frens

aftr sometimes x talking to my frens payan... we did hv a cnvrsation bout tat DSAI fella..very intense n hot...nvr hd such talk...heavy. lots of arguement bla3...n tat makes me feel tat i'm old enuf to hv my own opinion n views...haha..dh beso rupenye...seriously.....i cant believes tis payan. but we're different aite?

p/s : well...my fren dayana send me her wedding invitation too..i thought i lost her....

we'll gonna stuck here.

we're just came back frm the PPG for our "surat tawaran" n short taklimat.... i my conclusion here....1. cannot b posted back to Semenanjung in 3YEARS time(expected). 2. cannot even posted to other parts of Sabah since English is CRITICAL subjects(expected) "not even ur married" my comment: what's the purpose of marriage since both will be far apart...well well.. lotsa sabahan guys here...even one of my fren said...Sabahan guys are more gentleman n softspoken- hehe....erm...no comment! 3. i NEED a car rite nw- no more pirates- green light frm my parents- yeay! but still it's dangerous to drive here since there's alot of "kelapa sawit". 4. waitin' 4 my clerk to post my GAJI or else i'll take my salary on JAN 2009? wut? 5. waitin' 4 NEW HOUSE to rent. WOW. i need to fight with the HEADmaster from other schools for tat house... no confirmation yet. just wait n see.

NAdia..nadia...

this gurl is x speaking at all bcoz she's soooooooooooooooo MAD at someone...i dunno wat to say.. nobody shud be blame..it's the situation...maybe she's too tired...well...actually we went to LD 630 am...can u imagine..530pm stil we not cnfm which way to go...ustz bz too..c wan's hp-mailBOX ...so, we decided to go to KFC...dh merajuk la konon..sampai ati...huhu..at least we got KFC...ade la tasty FOOD sket..lucky us...then ust superman come n save us!! ...dh almost berbuke...at d restaurant....nadia didnt want to join them...to sit at other table far frm them... me n aida is speechless...a bit scared...in d middle of the breaking fast...tat pencinta wanita fella came n wanted to hd aword wit nadia... she didnt respond... it really broke d pencinta wanita so much...he didnt know what to do...i'm almost laugh since he's using the novel-proper like language...haha...full sentence...WOW....actually i wanted to eat d KFC..kempunan aku..huhu... at last...she forgives him...but he;s still undr detention...

The ING things for today

since i do not hv any plan today... I

1. mopping

i am blur since i cant ol in the morning. nothing to do since everyone is still in bed. back to amah's work. i mopped the whole house including my room. Luckily diana didnt slipped.Sorry gurls... n tat is the only incomplete household work.

2. laundry doing

actually, not tat much laundry to do, but since i got nothing to do. i just wash 1 bj kurung. n tat's it. pity me.

3. shoe cleaning

i only brought 3 of my shoes here. all were teacher's like shoes. no fancy shoes.huhu. but they were kind of dirty. i'm not really comfortable wearing them. i like me usual common shoes that i always wear..huhu..

4. room clearing

only rearrange my stuff PLUS preparing the bags for hari raya eventhough there's still 2 weeks...counting down d days.

5. disturbing

(MAMA,daddy,adik,BB,amad,dila,NADIA) all d names above are my victims esp....in capital letters..hehe..

6. MP3ing

i listened to almost 50 songs today back to back n i'm feeling deaf already. Mia n DIana also put some kadazan,filipino n bajau's songs, they also didnt understand the songs. but, it is quite femes here. INUL to..WHATTTT????

7. movieing

well, i almost die bcoz of boredom. you should understsnd that i dont hv tv. so. we do not have any other entertainment except for my laptop. can u imagine tat? but we're done with all my dvd's. so, i try contcting some of my frens here. luckily us, ust send his dvd's. we are thankful eventhough that is not our expectation...huhu...tats's ok... we watched die hard 4. tat wud be better if we hd a sound sytm. we'll cont tonite.

8. onlining

al last.........................................................................after a long day...finally i can ol....reading d nwspaper, read some gossips, checking my mails, looking at shafiq's aunty's flickr...sending mails to my frenz....bla3....i'm relief....

phonetics problems among sabahan.

well, this is not exactly the educational type of writing. just my concern of ppls here calling me SUE. don't they knw wat SUE mean to me? tat is someone else...SH...SH...SH... everyone is calling me SUE instead of SHUE. at least there were still ppl calling me my full name- shuhada. i dunno whether they are lazy to pronounce the H sound. i'll make sure that my students say it loud clear and correctly. For those who read tis..pls pay ur ATTENTION.

i want tis kind of sweet escape .

I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine
I got a love and I know that it's all mine, oh, oh oh oh
Do what you want but you're never gonna break me
Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me, oh, oh oh oh

Take me away, a secret place
A sweet escape, take me away
Take me away to better days
Take me away, a hiding place

I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine
I got a love and I know that it's all mine, oh, oh oh oh
Do what you want but you're never gonna break me
Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me, oh, oh oh oh

I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine
I got a love and I know that it's all mine, oh, oh oh oh
Wish that you could but you ain't gonna own me
Do anything you can to control me, oh, oh no

Take me away, a secret place
A sweet escape, take me away
Take me away to better days
Take me away, a hiding place

There's a place that I go that nobody knows
Where the rivers flow and I call it home
And there's no more lies in the darkness there's light
And nobody cries, there's only butterflies

Take me away, a secret place
A sweet escape, take me away
Take me away to better days
Take me away, a hiding place

Take me away, a secret place
A sweet escape, take me away
Take me away to better days
Take me away, a hiding place

Take me away
(I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine)
A secret place
(I got a love and I know that it's all mine)
To better days take me away
Take me away
(I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine)
A secret place
(I got a love and I know that it's all mine)
Take me away, a hiding place

The sun is on my side and takes me for a ride
I smile up to the sky, I know I'll be alright
The sun is on my side and takes me for a ride
I smile up to the sky, I know I'll be alright

good morning.

just like the other weekend morning. i'm blur n bored. i wanted to go out. i dontwant to be stuck here. i will experience the max level of boredem. i dunno how these ppl live their life. i'd completed my work. my laundry. bla3. nothing more to do except for this. i did't wake up for sahur because i'm bored with food. do not hv appetite eventho i'm hungry. this is so not me. i like to eat. but if it is the same thing everyday. i'll die. why is there differences btwn boys n gurls? why can i do what the boys did? why can i go places that they go? a place for gurls here, n stayed home. n waiting for someone to ask u if soemone wanted to go to town that is 1 n half our drive. n that town too only got KFC, guardian..er..tats it. other places there are very diff n safe for us to go alone. in one street, there's only bugis with their songs, food, hawkers..so did the filipino's, bajau n all. i cannot differentiate the races yet. i dont like the fact that some of them is PATI. we can see it frm their looks-hair,face shirt etc. we need to have bodyguard if we wanted to go there. i do not feel free. even if i wanted to go to the beach- just 2-3 minutes walk frm my flat is not allowed. there's ppl who live on the beach. These PATI ppl who only swim from their island to our country. can we imagine tat? there were KIDNAPPED cases here too . this is so unbelivebly TRUE. i will NEVER EVER TELL my parents about this hardship. let me suffer in silence. only ppl tat stay here knew what is would like.

sandakan ^_^

i'm still alive..i guess..at last i felt something new..new fresh air.. lucky me.. i got new frenz..quite the same kind of taste. that's why we got along so well regardless of anything..i dont want to mention tat..i really wish my other fren to be with me..esp..amad dila izah apple fatin....n the rest 48 teslian...we knew hw to enjy life ait? no doubt..even we're diff clan...back to the topic...SANDAKAN...2nd largest twn in sabah..it's feels like i'm back home...seriously. as usual..movies- death race n babylon ad. i'm out of the tempurung nw..no really mkn2 coz it's fasting month...but someone almost break the fasting..hehe.. be strong dude! enjoying the scenery...it's a kind of a peaceful place lots of trees...i got one tourist guide that brought us around sandakan...actually me n aida relly wanted to go to the skull museum-looks very haunted from d outside..but we do not hv enuf time..we need to cont d journey.stopped by at the checkpoint- d tourist guide introduced us to the "Amplang",some sort of fish keropok n it ws bulat2 shape.. next...check i hotel..visit some "fishing" shop- i do not understand y d tourist guide n othr fella loved fishing soo much some of them rented the boat n went fishing 4 few day in the sea. WOW. me n aida make fun of those things- ade ke patut kt wire 2 tulis- short term memory lost? ikan ke yg memory lost ke..org yg pancing tuh? aftr tat..movies-breaking fast at pizza hut- missing my carbonara n every fastfood restaurant. then, i got a call frm nadia-"shue, kak hazika eksiden!!" WHAT!! i'm very shocked n straightaway call her. She's ok. fuh. jln2 n enjoy the nite scenery - one more movie.babylon ad -x a good movie by the way... enuf of 1st day. after a long rest, we headed back to ld, we stopped by at my tourist guide's village,mr ust aska.. somewhere near the sandakan airport..we meet his grannys', cousins n aunty. n the best part is the village itself. we can call it floating houses...it was very HOTT...i almost fainted n wanted to break my fast. We walked until we saw boats n d fisherman resting. i wonder why those ppl living there are still hv normal white n fair skin. they should be burned it they're living there eversince. nice2. well, lucky us again...our journey home is sheltered by the cloudy wheather n rain in our half way home. we did not take many pics because we're jealous of fansuri's cam. nikon D40. he did'n take our close up pic pn..he wanted to be artificial but, we are the true artificial face..hehe..just kidding. tats it 4 now... - missing my blexi laiho too -